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[23 Sep 2005|06:48pm] [ music | Nasty Boys- Janet Jackson..dont hate ] Soooo I never update this thing, but my boyfriend just sent me the most BEAUTIFUL bouqet of flowers EVER cuz i've beeen kinda bummy lately. :) this is why i love him so much. So i made a mistake and said something dumb and now my mom thinks im depressed. lol great. I wish i wouldve known i was...haha whatever. I LOVE YOU SEAN thanks sweetie! 2 comments |leave a comment

PICTURE POST! [12 Sep 2005|10:16pm] ( PICTURE POST! ) 5 comments |leave a comment

[08 Sep 2005|11:01pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Anna Nalick- Breathe (2AM) ] I'm back from Florida and would give anything to go back there for good. Being home almost makes me sick, my head hurts, I don't want to eat, I'm tired, my nose is stuffy. I had suuuch an amazing time there. All of Sean's brothers were so cool, sweet, fun, and crazy! These guys just make you smile just saying hello. Sean showed me an awesome time too. We went to a country line dancing kind of club, which was actually one of my favortie things. We went to St. George's Island, but there was a red tide and all the fish were dead all over the beach..gross I know. But we still ended up going to a beach and it was perfect. I loved the campus, I loved the atmosphere, I loved the life. I'm so sad to be back home, if it were logical for me to go there, I'd be gone in a heartbeat. I feel so empty without Sean. It's the weirdest feeling to see someone so much, and then stop cold turkey. We went from numerous phone calls and visits to a call here or there. I almost got rained on yesterday and it was almost beautiful. I love rain and I love when it's sudden. I wish I could fast forward my life atleast a year and just be where I most want to be. I can't wait to start running again. Running is the most amazing way to just put everything on your mind on hold for that 30 minutes or more. I started my new job today at Lifetime Fitness. I think it's going to be really boring, but the management is atleast good and maybe I can look into something else as well. I think I'll quit Ruehl soon. It just doesn't seem to thrill me the way it used to, but we'll see. If i could remember how to post pictures, i would, but i dont..sooo   2 comments |leave a comment

[01 Sep 2005|04:43pm] I've fallen IN LOVE With FLORIDA STATE 9 comments |leave a comment

[20 Jun 2005|10:07am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | september ] im lame and no one reads this anyways, but im bored as hell and figured id do something constructive..minus homework cuz i dont want to do that. anyways, im gettng a bad ass tan from working at the pool. hopefully ill be getting my 35 hours a week soon. i decided to keep my hours at ruehl and just take tuesdays off to work there and teach private lessons. i saw batman begins, amazing. kt holmes isnt cute and tom cruise is crazy. i hope i get a rescue today. i want to go to the beach. my parents are getting more used to the idea of me going to school out of state. i saw kristin's hawt new haircut. my best friend from my old house emailed me and wants to get together, its been over 8 years, i think i will meet up, itll be fun. i love being head guard. i want to have a bon fire soon. i dont understand why people are different some days than others. i need a cd player for my car, i want to sell black sambo on ebay. :) geography sucks ass 1 comment |leave a comment

[11 Jun 2005|09:21am] [ mood | amused ] Im so ready to leave. Huds and i have been talking about it a lot lately and if i can be out of here by the spring, im gone like the wind. college here i come!!! Im so ready to get out into the real world and meet real people and get away from high school drama. Thats what harper is, to me it almost seems like the place that really truely is between high school and college, like the people that arent mature enough to be in college. that is the main reason i want to leave. i wantt o pack my bags and not tell anyone, and just be gone one day. haha right huds? im so excited. if things work out with my credits on monday, all i have to do is apply and im there :) yaaaaaaaaaay. i wish i lived on or near a beach, i would wake up every day and haul my ass over there and spend the whooole day there, breakfast included. living in the south sounds more and more inviting every day. :im ready for a new life! 3 comments |leave a comment

[24 May 2005|10:57am] [ mood | amused ] So this weather is AMAZING..BUT it gives me the worst headaches of my LIFE!!! ahhh its ok though, i love drugging up to feel better! The pool opens this weekend and im pretty excited! ON thursday i watched donnie darko the director's cut, dude jakegyllenhalequalsyum :) relay is just around the corner if anyone wants to donate LET ME KNOW! you can send me a check or something. i got head guard over at seascape..and kt p is head guest service! haha she gets to come to our official meetings since shes a head hahah. im going to be black, im already on my way there. im going to my aunts summer home in michigan this weekend. i havent been there yet but shes right on a beach and has i think a pontoon and maybe a speed boat? i finna get a tan! i miss tina and mrs azizi, i stopped in to see them yesterday. another girls night soon? lets do it durty :) enjoy the weather..oh and special props to steph mckay for making me almost piss my pants from laughing SO hard at her photoshop pics haha you ROCK my SOCKs and EVERYTHING in between steph! hahahaha 3 comments |leave a comment

FINALL UPDATED!! [06 May 2005|11:23am] [ mood | giddy ] Hey Everyone, gosh its been forever, i guess time just isnt something i have a lot of these days. theres so many things i could update on its crazy, so ill do a quick recap of the past...month? month and a half? Lets see, sean came home march 4th for spring break, and it was awesome to have him home. he surprised me one day when i came home from work with rose petals all up to my room and roses on my bed, and then i was to pull up the blinds only to find him standing on my lawn holding up signs that read "i love you". :) thats my sweetie for you. tina and i found two awesome drink places, bahama mama's and also coffee haus..actually huds and i found coffee haus but tines and i go there a lot. i saw the body works exhibit with sean and his family, and it was amazing, i wish i couldve taken pictures. the week after sean was home i had a german girl stay with me for three weeks! it was a lot of fun and she was so sweet, but it was so hard ths year. i think the main reason was because i wasnt in school with her and that made it so much harder. i moved my room downstairs and it has a beach theme..got ideas, give em to me! right now its light blue and an aqua blue..like th ocean with white trim. i finally got to eat a fish taco again..not gonna lie, the ones in Cali are so much better. I damaged over 800 dollars worth of jeans at ruehl because i spilled iced tea alll over them. luckily my managers are cool. ive been studying a lot, not fun but it has to get done. :( im so ready for th end of th year. i go back to school sept. 18 cuz i rock. we're doing relay for life, i sent the stuff in, so start to find sponsers! if anyone else wants to join, let me kow, we can have up to i think 7 more people? im not quite sure. sean came home last week :) its nice to have him home. TINA and KRISTIN, you better be getting together with my ass this weekend cuz i mss you..especially you miss azizi who i havent hung out with in like thirty years! ok so i updated..happy now? sean and i are having dinner together tonight, i dont have a taste for an ythingn though. 1 comment |leave a comment

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