It's a mad mad world

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-09-23T18:48:00

2005-09-23T23:49:51Z

Soooo I never update this thing, but my boyfriend just sent me the most BEAUTIFUL bouqet of flowers EVER cuz i've beeen kinda bummy lately. :) this is why i love him so much. So i made a mistake and said something dumb and now my mom thinks im depressed. lol great. I wish i wouldve known i was...haha whatever. I LOVE YOU SEAN thanks sweetie!

PICTURE POST!

2005-09-13T03:54:53Z

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-09-08T23:01:00

2005-09-09T04:08:15Z

I'm back from Florida and would give anything to go back there for good. Being home almost makes me sick, my head hurts, I don't want to eat, I'm tired, my nose is stuffy. I had suuuch an amazing time there. All of Sean's brothers were so cool, sweet, fun, and crazy! These guys just make you smile just saying hello. Sean showed me an awesome time too. We went to a country line dancing kind of club, which was actually one of my favortie things. We went to St. George's Island, but there was a red tide and all the fish were dead all over the beach..gross I know. But we still ended up going to a beach and it was perfect. I loved the campus, I loved the atmosphere, I loved the life. I'm so sad to be back home, if it were logical for me to go there, I'd be gone in a heartbeat.

I feel so empty without Sean. It's the weirdest feeling to see someone so much, and then stop cold turkey. We went from numerous phone calls and visits to a call here or there. I almost got rained on yesterday and it was almost beautiful. I love rain and I love when it's sudden. I wish I could fast forward my life atleast a year and just be where I most want to be. I can't wait to start running again. Running is the most amazing way to just put everything on your mind on hold for that 30 minutes or more.

I started my new job today at Lifetime Fitness. I think it's going to be really boring, but the management is atleast good and maybe I can look into something else as well. I think I'll quit Ruehl soon. It just doesn't seem to thrill me the way it used to, but we'll see.

If i could remember how to post pictures, i would, but i dont..sooo

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-09-01T16:43:00

2005-09-01T20:50:11Z

I've fallen
IN LOVE
With
FLORIDA STATE

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-06-20T10:07:00

2005-06-20T15:11:14Z

im lame and no one reads this anyways, but im bored as hell and figured id do something constructive..minus homework cuz i dont want to do that. anyways, im gettng a bad ass tan from working at the pool. hopefully ill be getting my 35 hours a week soon. i decided to keep my hours at ruehl and just take tuesdays off to work there and teach private lessons. i saw batman begins, amazing. kt holmes isnt cute and tom cruise is crazy. i hope i get a rescue today. i want to go to the beach. my parents are getting more used to the idea of me going to school out of state. i saw kristin's hawt new haircut. my best friend from my old house emailed me and wants to get together, its been over 8 years, i think i will meet up, itll be fun. i love being head guard. i want to have a bon fire soon. i dont understand why people are different some days than others. i need a cd player for my car, i want to sell black sambo on ebay. :) geography sucks ass

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-06-11T09:21:00

2005-06-11T14:25:00Z

Im so ready to leave. Huds and i have been talking about it a lot lately and if i can be out of here by the spring, im gone like the wind. college here i come!!! Im so ready to get out into the real world and meet real people and get away from high school drama. Thats what harper is, to me it almost seems like the place that really truely is between high school and college, like the people that arent mature enough to be in college. that is the main reason i want to leave. i wantt o pack my bags and not tell anyone, and just be gone one day. haha right huds? im so excited. if things work out with my credits on monday, all i have to do is apply and im there :) yaaaaaaaaaay. i wish i lived on or near a beach, i would wake up every day and haul my ass over there and spend the whooole day there, breakfast included. living in the south sounds more and more inviting every day. :im ready for a new life!

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-05-24T10:57:00

2005-05-24T16:02:21Z

So this weather is AMAZING..BUT it gives me the worst headaches of my LIFE!!! ahhh its ok though, i love drugging up to feel better! The pool opens this weekend and im pretty excited! ON thursday i watched donnie darko the director's cut, dude jakegyllenhalequalsyum :) relay is just around the corner if anyone wants to donate LET ME KNOW! you can send me a check or something. i got head guard over at seascape..and kt p is head guest service! haha she gets to come to our official meetings since shes a head hahah. im going to be black, im already on my way there. im going to my aunts summer home in michigan this weekend. i havent been there yet but shes right on a beach and has i think a pontoon and maybe a speed boat? i finna get a tan! i miss tina and mrs azizi, i stopped in to see them yesterday. another girls night soon? lets do it durty :) enjoy the weather..oh and special props to steph mckay for making me almost piss my pants from laughing SO hard at her photoshop pics haha you ROCK my SOCKs and EVERYTHING in between steph! hahahaha

FINALL UPDATED!!

2005-05-06T16:33:13Z

Hey Everyone, gosh its been forever, i guess time just isnt something i have a lot of these days. theres so many things i could update on its crazy, so ill do a quick recap of the past...month? month and a half? Lets see, sean came home march 4th for spring break, and it was awesome to have him home. he surprised me one day when i came home from work with rose petals all up to my room and roses on my bed, and then i was to pull up the blinds only to find him standing on my lawn holding up signs that read "i love you". :) thats my sweetie for you. tina and i found two awesome drink places, bahama mama's and also coffee haus..actually huds and i found coffee haus but tines and i go there a lot. i saw the body works exhibit with sean and his family, and it was amazing, i wish i couldve taken pictures. the week after sean was home i had a german girl stay with me for three weeks! it was a lot of fun and she was so sweet, but it was so hard ths year. i think the main reason was because i wasnt in school with her and that made it so much harder. i moved my room downstairs and it has a beach theme..got ideas, give em to me! right now its light blue and an aqua blue..like th ocean with white trim. i finally got to eat a fish taco again..not gonna lie, the ones in Cali are so much better. I damaged over 800 dollars worth of jeans at ruehl because i spilled iced tea alll over them. luckily my managers are cool. ive been studying a lot, not fun but it has to get done. :( im so ready for th end of th year. i go back to school sept. 18 cuz i rock. we're doing relay for life, i sent the stuff in, so start to find sponsers! if anyone else wants to join, let me kow, we can have up to i think 7 more people? im not quite sure. sean came home last week :) its nice to have him home. TINA and KRISTIN, you better be getting together with my ass this weekend cuz i mss you..especially you miss azizi who i havent hung out with in like thirty years! ok so i updated..happy now? sean and i are having dinner together tonight, i dont have a taste for an ythingn though.

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-02-20T21:25:00

2005-02-21T03:34:53Z

RAHHH im cranky, shake me, wake me, break me out of this LIFE! i seriously studied for like 15 hours today..and i didnt even finish. my ass hurts from sitting so long at my kitchen table. my room is getting no where becaue my brother is a slob and keeps putting off moving his shit. i moved like all my stuff out of my closet thinknig hed do something..nope im ready to move hes not and he wont be. tomorrow is the final straw, i am taking a garbage bag and putting alll his crap in it because hes just going to dump it in my old room anyways. i want to move downstairs! i get sad on the 20th of every month, i cant wait to always be able to celebrate things that are important and not always be alone. i wanted to go see mikey and the boys play today, but i couldnt and i jus thope they had a rockin time. im glad tines and jon went though. i wanted to make the guys something..but i didnt even have time for that. raaaah. i cant wait to dance tomorrow and to get paid on friday. ill smile REALLY big when that happens. where is spring? WOOO i got an A on my psych test, one test grade good, one bad..now letse pray that the next one is good..results on tuesday. i love when things get back to normal :) ive missssed my tinnaaaa :) girls night? im thinknig wed. we can make non-chocolate milkshakes or smoothies and watch newleyweds and ashlee? ill call you guys. :) my baby is finally coming home i cant waaaaaaaaaaaaaaait its too far away. today is our 22 month, amazing, i love you sean

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-02-18T18:01:00

2005-02-19T02:09:29Z

Gosh, i fell into a hole, i had to have. wehre have i been for all these weeks? oh yeah i remmeber, studying my ass of to get crappy grades! haha woo i loove college. anyawys. i miss my friends and its my fault and i feel bad. we'll all get together soon i promise, let me make some money first, car insurance rapped me this year. ive been going out weekly with tines to get bubble tea. its out new addiction thank gosh for california fads. work screws me over big time these days. pstone hasnt paid me in 4 weeks like 110 that im supposed to get, that they actually have, itl be another two weeks before i get paid and i can bitch and moan all i want and get no where with it. its ok though, i screwed them over today. i called in *sick* when i was the only person scheduled to work .hahaha, suck that beyothches. haha anyways. SPECIAL LOVE to : Kimberly Sienkiewicz for being kick ass and for all the insight and advice AND KRISTIN AKA ASHLEE SIMPSON RENNER for flipping makeing my valentines day :) i looove you. im eligible for a good scholarship so im excited about that. i finsihed the application for it today so hopefully i can get it, that would be wondefful, only thing is i need ot really keep up my grades! ahhh! im moving rooms with my brother, so the downstairs will be alll mine. my room will be huuuge. its been a process inthe making for a while now, but i finally started to move my stuff down there. i wnat it done by the time sean comes home..i have ot have it done by then beacuse im having a german come stay with me the week after he leaves! its going to be awesome, ill post pictures of before and after of al lthe rooms! i miss my baby, but hes going ot be home in 2 weeks! these two weeks will be the longest of my life. i love youuu

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-02-04T13:08:00

2005-02-04T19:08:29Z

ahhh its been forever since ive written! so whats new, today is BEAUTIFUL out, well beautiful for februrary. i cant complain about 52 and sunny. i took my dog for like an hour long walk, we both needed it. im finally starting to feel better. its about damn time. i have to work tonight, so thats going to stink, but i figure i can get some homework done while im there, getting paid to do homework i guess it doesnt get any better than that. kristin and i went to platos the other night, she made 30 bucks! whoot whoot, i only made 9 and i spent it righ taway on a pair of brannd newww abercrombie shorts. sooo cute, theyre white with a little pink and white belt. im tired, i cant seem to get enough sleep these days. go figure. tomorrow my grandma and aunt karyn are coming over, ill be at work until 1 and then im going to work out afterawrds, but ill be able to spend some time with them still. i have sooo much ot read for school. its unbelieveable but i dont realy mind. i miss tinnnnaaa! where are you kiddo? and i miss huds soo much. i cant waiiit to shop for spring and summer. im like getting more and more excited with each week. skirts, and flip flops and cute ittle tops. wooo cant wait cant wait. sean and i finally got out webcams going! wooo im so pumped it makes it so much easier to be able to see eachother other! hes coming home sooooon! i cant wait. im like dying. we're going to go to the art exhibit with the real bodies that are like shown with their muscles and all that stuff. i heard about it in the summer when i was in cali. so im def pumped. i found the cutest bathing suit but i didnt buy it..i guess partially because its feb and i figure if thats the best one for me..itll still be around in april. mmm we went ice skating last weekend! haha. woooo i get my spring outfit for work this week! im so excited, i hope theyre good!

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-23T11:42:00

2005-01-23T17:47:39Z

its sunday...my day off of everything. yesterday i worked and the snow was sooo bad. my daddy and brotheres helped me dig out my car at like 7:30 so tha ti could make it to work at 9..and i was still like 5-10 minutes late. the weather was so bad that they even talked about closing down the mall. i went and shopped anyways :) i bought a shrunken hoodie, a shurken short sleeved cardigan bit, a tshirt from ruehl, and a polo shirt, all that plus moccasins, a boytank annd another shirt= no more christmas money. its ok though, im almost all set for spring, i jsu tneed a new jean jacket, some skirts and FLIP FLOPS! omg im so ecxited for them. im going to go work out today even though its brutally cold out, i need the run. my daddy bought a snowboard so i def want to try that out too. we'll see though, maybe when its a little warmer tomorrow. i need a haircut badly, my hair looks like crapola. i miss kristin and mikey and huds and tines. where are you guys? i miss jon..but i see him in class twice a week so not as much. and i miss sean more than ANYTHING. spring cant com ehere fast enough. im so ready for cute, bright colored clothes and flip flops and big sunglasses. i think i'll get white ones this year and im going to live in skirts i hope! ahhh lol. i cant wait to make money that i can spend on clothes. i have a taste for fast food, its hard to resist, but it seems silly to workout..and then get a burger. i like working at ruehl, a 5 hour shift there isnt that bad. i miss you still so much.

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-20T18:54:00

2005-01-21T01:16:36Z

ahhh what a crappy appy day! lol its not that bad, but man buying books for school sucks like hos. and i think i got ripped off today..so now im leary of making online purchases. today..i tried to warm up my car while i dusted off the snow..but i took off the ebrake and my cars manual..which means that it rolls down hills..uhh yeah. so im in the car, annnd it starts rollling down lol i guess it was funny. so then i dusted it off, annnd stepped on ice and totally wiped out, i had snow all over my butt. the kid that sat next to me in math looks like stewart from mad tv. lol i wanted to laugh at him. my math teacher is ridiculous. people like him..dont need ot be in america. i cant get my hours in the nursery like i wnated to, which sucks primarily because im going to miss those kids sooo soo much. i guess ill just have to stop in all the time when im working out to say hi and color a picture or two. :( boo to that. i miss sean sooo much. march cant get here fast enough. i dnt wnat to go to school that week hes home. maybe i can find ways out of it. that would be nice :). yesterday was my daddys bday, we had pizza and all watched a movie. haha the forgotten..cheesy lame ass movie, dont see it. its mine and seans 21 month, wow i looove knowing we're still so in love after all this time. i lve you seaners! with alll my heart

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-17T16:40:00

2005-01-17T23:10:13Z

i went to the hoffman game on thursday, it was so nice to see everyone, even the people i didnt like in highschool. i ended up going out to dinner with everyone and everything. i do love going out, but i hate not talking to sean, i just hate being out when i know hes at home just waiting. but it was still a good time. i couldnt get my car up a slight hill and huds said she would push it, well i didnt know she got out and i found the friction point and got up the hill lol and then i hear kristin go HUDAAA lol and turns out huds got out of the car..and i started to drive off sooo she was running after the car. lol good times. then at tgifridays, we told the waiter that it was huds bday and the loko on her face. omg she had NOO idea that they were coming to sing to her. it was funnier if you were there. i worked a ltot this week, it was fine though. saturday was huds last day at home. gosh do i miss her already. i got so used to her being home. sunday i went to my grandmas and we had a movie day with her. it was a really nice time. we watched the village, it was actually pretty good, theres a good twist if you havent seen it yet.
i feel sick to my stomach. i keep getting that feeling you get in the gut that just makes you sick. not like pukey fevery sick, but upset, worried sick. i cant seem to shake it. i pray for normalcy. i want so badly to just wake up every day and have something to look forward to, someone to look forward to. it will never get too hard to have someone you love so far away, but some days you just want to crawl in bed and stay there until its a better day. i feel my heart come up through my throat sometimes because i miss him so much. i wish that one day i wont have to miss him so much and that i can just smile and say see you later and not goodbye.
running is the best thing that can happen to a person. it seems like no matter what, i can just get on the track and go, and i feel a thousand times lighter when im finished. everything that upsets me or hurts me, runs aways.
i need a run like a druggie needs a hit.

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-12T16:53:00

2005-01-12T23:01:20Z

kristin

jon and steph

one and two and three and four...

me and the huds telling a story

the girls: huds, kristin, steph, me, tines

mikey hating on ashlee simpson

baby huuuudaaaah, and her mommmy

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-12T16:37:00

2005-01-12T22:43:35Z

so its been a while, but no one really reads anyways so this is jsut for me. i had the friends over on saturday, it was soo omuch fun and just like old times. it made me miss highschool just a tad. i learned how to drive stick! wooo im getting better every day. sunday i had my recertification and i realized tha ti love lifeguarding. i love the trainings, i love the swimming, i love it all. i couldnt go to the bottom..why dont i sink? we'll see how it goes, i wish there was somewhere i could practice. we almost died driving to lunch from recerts...i guess i wasnt that great at stick yet. theres something scary about coasting across higgins rd. yeah, def scary. ive been back to work at pstone. after today im almost done there. its not worth going to work every day and only having 6 hours at the end of the week. screw that. i miss sean more than ever. i hope i can survive these next months without him. my friends have been amazing, i love you guys. im back to working out and i love it. its wierd how i feel more beefy now though, than when i was eating like crap and not worknig out over break. funny how that works. im determined to get my *figure* back. haha. ive been trying to post pictures from saturday, no dice. today one of the little kids in the nursery asked me why i was wearing up pants. hahaha i love little kids. is it spring break yet?

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-09T22:24:00

2005-01-10T04:33:38Z

some freestylin from davey:
dont be scared ash jus make some lines ryhme, aint no one gon' here its me and you time, not me and you like in the sack, cuz i don't know how sara'd take that
some people get stressed, hit tha bottle at rosecrance's/ my girl ash jus plays aqua and dances
cuz if you can't stand the heat you best get out tha kitchen/ you can't come into my house but i let yo bitch in',/ switch prescribitions, drugs you on have made you crazy, think you can blaze me, when bullets don't even phase me pop shit i dare ya, what?, do i scare ya?...M16 wit a full magazine couldn't prepare ya, flip it around make ya choke on your own barrel-uh full mouth a chrome suck on that yo whats tha flavor? do tha schnoze berries tastes like schnoze berries?, guess i can be kinda scary, think about that the next time you fuck wit dave terry,
: i rep tha chi town burbs/ when i kick wikid verbs/ can giva fuck less about a flow, or who it disturbs
some call me absurd when words that i spit come out slurred so i flip em tha bird cuz a drunken states what i prefer like jack and coke stirred, hey yo i'm never skurred, but you'll be as soon as your dome meets tha curb but i'm so adorible, so it works cuz the dimples have made my ass so WHOREable

and we did it together (none of its true though)
ive got my dance, davyee t's got his rhymes, we both throw it down to end the stressful times, forget the coke, bring me the rum, sip that shit to start the fun
no need to sulk in sorrow/ cuz mah gurlie ashlee makin bottles hollow/ as for me you know i'll kill that 5th of jack/ and hopefully i'll wake up before tha girlie gets back
i like the malibu and sprite, easy way to smile all night, you drink your drink, ill drink mine, by the end of the night were both chillin just fine
we may be chillun jus fine, but damn, you just fine./ i may be crossin' the line/ wish i could see your behind/ =P don't know what i am thinkin' / like you said we both drinkin'/ but i wouldn't kick you outta bed even wit mornin' breath stinkin'
hand me the toothbrush, hand me the mouthwash, ill take care of the lil glitch, dont like me once youre sober? well then you son of a bitch, ill knock your ass on the street so fast, and you wont even remember the past

and what?!?!? lol

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-07T22:58:00

2005-01-08T05:11:52Z

sooo i went out with huds today and we got bubble tea! im sooo excited, ive been searching for this stuff for forrrrreeever and i found it and now i cant stay away. huds felt a little out of place cuz well....shes not asian and everyone on there was mega asian..lucky for me im a little japped out. i miss sean like crazy and i miss everyone else too. i miss even the people in highschool that i had major falling outs with, the people that i couldnt stand talking to. its funny how that works. i want to like remake the friends that i got rid of. its a new year and im done with being childish. enter mature ash. and and just a friendly reminder to all you chicks out there...hes taken so uhhh unless you want your face taken to the hospital...back off. hahaha shamalama and reindeer will open a can. i went and worked out with charlie today. it felt amazing, ill regret it tomorrow. i havent run like that in i dont even know. sunday i have recertification training, ill be dead by sunday night from such hardcore workouts. lifetime doenst need anyone to hire..i need a job im currently screwed. i have posted more in teh past day..that i have in all my time writing. im addicted. as kristin says ive had an lj orgasm and become an lj whore. i repeat myself because i think about what i will write next so often in the day..that i forget what i really do write and what ive just thought about. save me from this insanity

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-07T11:47:00

2005-01-07T18:11:12Z

I can't wait for summer. I can't wait to wake up to the sun, and spend the day outside and the nights with sean. I can't wait ot party with friends and start trouble.where is the sun?!?

bbq's :)

tanning by the pool with the girls

walks through the forest preserves

running outdoors

dunes with friends

beautiful sunsets

being with my baby

lifeguarding

being with the girls!!! i miss you guys! and stephy weffy too! :)

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-07T11:38:00

2005-01-07T17:47:41Z

Charlie

I'll miss your:

leaky windshield, blown out speakers, loud humming, broken window button, ice cold leather in the winter, boiling hot leather in the summer, lack of ac, the use of jumper cables, drives with my friends, TPing memories, rolling down the windows, parking in the shade, being the color red. :( bye charlie, you've been missed

OUT WITH THE OLD, IN WITH THE NEWWW for 2005!

Clutchy

I'm excited for: new speakers great for ghetto bumping, stick shift, ac, lots of new memories, road trips, cloth seats (wooo no more ass burning after the pool) the color blue :) welcome buddy.

creatinchaos1 @ 2005-01-05T14:46:00

2005-01-05T20:51:54Z

I now have nothing better to do than write. I worked a few times the week after Christmas. I kinda like working at Ruehl cuz its so chill and laid back. I get bored being the greeter all the time though. Its nice to be able to like people watch and stuff, but when theres no one to watch, theres nothing to do but stand there. New Year's Eve was awesome. Sean and I worked and then headed downtown. I wore my dress and the whole get up, Sean looked great all dressed up. It was a beautiful day but by the time we got downtown the sun had gone down and we all know how windy the chi can be. But we went down and walked to state street to look at the windows at Marshall Field's. This year was Snow White, i think i like last years better. It took forever to get to the resturaunt cuz i didnt plan right, but it was worth it. The resturaunt was beautiful, it was so like warm looking. We had a great time and great food. i love dressing up and being with my one and only. we had perfect seats for dinner, it was in a round room with windows all around and our seats looked right out onto michigan ave. and ontario, we got to see all the horse and carriages go by. then we headed back to the train and stopped by my grandmas so i could show off my dress and my date. we were home to count down the new year. new years day we went to my grandmas and sean and i got a lesson on sushi making! they turned out really well. we had soo much jap food at my aunt sharons. im so japped out. i had dinner at seans house on his last two days home im going to miss everything, talking to log, and his mom and cody and him being at my house and talking to my family. i cried for a few days before he left. it gets harder everytime. taking him to the airport was sooo hard. i wanted to just pull over and cry, but midways kinda a shitty area. atleast we had a homeless woman sing a love song to us. i hate being without him but it'll be ok, it always is. im just waiting for march.

YEAH Gq!

Snow White at Marshall Field's

mm yumma chocolate molten cake= heaven

arent we too cute? jk

yeaaah sean, turning japanese

sean's sushi roll!

justin's foil face

creatinchaos1 @ 2004-12-30T19:22:00

2004-12-31T01:25:39Z

http://www.nederland.k12.tx.us/nhs/Web03/jochauvin/Webmastering/accent.jpg

oh snaps..guess who's getting a new car tomoooorrrrrow??! yeah yeah its me. what a wonderful day, i came home from running errands to see my car sitting in the driveway! happpy hooolidaaaays! :) my daddy's sealing the deal tomorrow i think. hopefully everything falls through. i miss charlie my infiniti, but this cars cute too. its bluish silver..and its stick shift, flippin hot. stick shift is sexy as hell. lol woooo yeah car! annnd i sold two books on ebay! isnt that exciting>?! annnnd my KRISTIN got a CELLY belly FINALLY~ wooooo i looove the holidays :)

creatinchaos1 @ 2004-12-28T11:28:00

2004-12-28T17:32:16Z

creatinchaos1 @ 2004-12-28T10:59:00

2004-12-28T17:10:45Z

Theres so much to say i feel like ill be here writing forever. Christmas was very nice this year. We actually had SNOW on christmas morning! On the 23rd, sean and i gave eachother our little gifts talk about funny, i got him hugs and he got me kisses. wow we're nerds. we also made our gingerbread house and helped my mom get ready for christmas eve. then we headed over to the hotel his family was staying at, and after the fire alarm went off, came back in and just chilled. it was a nice time. christmas eve my daddys family came over. we always have a blast with them cuz theyre kinda nutty. my mom made great food. we had stuffed shells, italian sausage, creamed spinach, garlic mashed potatoes, ham, salad and of course COOKIES! yumma. we did our white elephant and found a like 40 year old condom in on of the bags. my grandma was mega embarrassed. i got discover gift cards, cha-ching. :) put it on the card. sean came over for a bit and we exchanged our gifts. he got me the most beautiful dress in a teal color with a satin ribbon under the boobs haha plus matching shoes and earrings for me to wear for new years eve! im sooo excited. ill post pics from new years eve when it happens! christmas morning *santa* came. he brought me a new cd player, and a 512mb memory card! woooo plus other things too. i mostly got money and such this year. had a nice time with my family on christmas day. something was missing, but its ok. day after christmas seans family had their party. it was a blllast, theres like 60 people in from his family and theyre all sooo nice. my family stopped in to meet everyone and they were very impressed. i slept through work monday mrning...i didnt know i was suppossed to work. saw HUDS last night. i looove her. i miss my girls a lot we have to all get together before breaks over. lets go to famous freddies roadhouse for some 1.95 burgers! mmmm. i hope ya'll have a safe and happy new year! love you guys!

creatinchaos1 @ 2004-12-19T23:16:00

2004-12-19T16:21:52Z

I cant believe its already been a week since sean came home. gosh does time fly. the muscle on my stomach has turned to fat since he came home lol because i eat crappy and no longer spend several days at the gym. oh well all will be fine as long as i can still fit into my clothes right? i finished my Christman shopping yesterday with seaners. it was fun to do but gaawsh is christmas expensive. ive already dropped over a 100 bucks and i havent finished annnd i didnt buy presents for friends this year. sorry guys. went and saw despite popular belief turn into the popular belief officially at schimmels. booo im going to realy really miss the band the way it was, just the music and everything they were soooo on with matt. itsw kind of unfortunate. the university played too i really liked them./ driving in the snow SUCKS i hate it. i def like skidded out kinda bad and i awnted to cry. i made sean drive to schimmels but there was nooo traaction on the wheels at all. talk about scary. today im finishing up christmas stff and just hanging around, i have to go pick up my paycheck! i keep forgetting. im crabby today my family is bothering me but they havent done anything TO bother me. lol